If you're anything like me you read the Bible, you capitalize words like Bible, God, Holy Spirit etc., you never say the wrong thing. I do what God ask me to do most of the time and get mad when He tells me to try harder or corrects me. Inside I know I should be trying harder, but. But is the exact problem. I've heard but zeros out everything said before the but. Like, "I love you, but.." the I love you doesn't matter anymore because you attached a but to it. I live for God, think good about Him most of the time, I should be giving Him my all, but.... But I don't want to make myself more uncomfortable, I don't want to have to do more for God because I already do enough for Him. That's enough buts! I'm done with buts. I don't want to bring excuse after excuse to God. First of all God is God, knower of all things, seer of all things, creator of all things. ALL THINGS. Even a glimpse of Him would make us melt, literally. He is my Father and I don't want to miss out on anything He has for me. I'm bloggin this because I dont want to be content! I want to want more of God, I want to love God with every fiber that is within me, I want my heart to cry out for God while I'm sleeping. I want to want God. I don't want to be good enough anymore I want to be so in love with God that my stomach fills with butterflies whenever His name is mentioned. I want to be whole heartedly, devoted, earnestly to my God. No but's about it.
God's girl ( this is samantha and God's girl will be my pen name)
